(I didn’t know where I was going. I went very far away. I was alone. And when I got there, I kind of got scared and had to get back to my body and then couldn’t get back very fast. It took a huge struggle to get back to my body.) You shouldn’t struggle and get back. […] Because you get back before it’s (inner Heavenly) Light. You should get over the border. OK? (OK. Thank You. I understand now. Thank You so much.) No problem. Don’t be scared next time. Just call the Master. […] The Master’s always next door, next to you. […] But don’t be scared. After just a few minutes more, you’ll be out of the darkness and into the (inner Heavenly) Light. […]
What else? (Mastership. This is kind of strange and new to me, I’m afraid.) Don’t worry about it. (Taking on the karma of disciples and attaining God-realization. Now, the words God-realization and being at One with everyone, that makes sense to me, and I’m familiar with that, and I think that’s my goal. From what I understand, you get into samadhi, you raise your vibrations, and you learn your lessons in life. And then, eventually God will just come down and kind of “kiss” you all over or something, and you’re God-realized. Is this what happens or…? No, I don’t get it, do I?) Don’t intellectualize the experience. When you have it, you’ll surely know. (OK.) No need explanation, no need forewarning, no need description because there’s no description that will fit.
(When we do attain God-realization, does everybody who does that become a master automatically and take on disciples and karma, and initiates, and everything or not?) No. (Oh, no!) No. (So, any one of us can become God-realized.) Yes. (That doesn’t necessarily mean that we’re going to be a master.) No, I hope not. (Ah! Good. Oh! Thank You. Thank You so much.) It’ll be terrible. (Yes. No kidding. It was scaring me.) You will be in competition with me. And I won’t like it. No, what I mean is, you become a master if that’s God’s Design. (If its Hiers will.) Yes. (Oh, OK. I’d love to know the recipe for finding out that.) But we will be a master of ourselves, and that’s hard enough. Yeah?
(Yes. One way that I found to discover what the Will of God is, is what Hes puts in front of my nose for today. And other than that, when I get choices, I am god, but why the choice? Sometimes it’s either you go one way, or you go the other way. Is that a matter of how the lessons are distributed and the karma; is it to make us struggle and choose for ourselves?) No, God is free, and Hes lets you free to choose what you want. That’s how you exercise your wisdom. (Oh! I see.) If God tells you everything what to do, you’re like a kid, no? (Yes.) That means Hes doesn’t respect you. (Oh! I see. OK.) Yeah.
(What else? Let me see. World peace. Yes.) Yeah. (Oh. Before I do that though, in my first year of initiation with the Quan Yin Method, what happened today is exactly what the idea was that came to me, and I wrote three pages out and put it in the computer. It’s an idea for perhaps to help the… Wait a minute. Which are we? Accidentals? Oops. No. Occidentals.) Occidentals. (Westerners. OK.) Oc-cidental. (Accidentals. I’m sorry. Oh, no. In the group Centers, a lot of us have questions about everything from karma to [vegan] food, and I was wondering if perhaps in the Centers, we could open up, with Your OK and go ahead, a circle where everyone can come and discuss a subject, like have a chairman of the month. Everybody changes every month, so nobody is in charge. Nobody is…) Of what? (To discuss topics.) (Vegan) food? (Like vegetarianism, Master’s teachings, the Five Precepts, the problems and the solutions. And just share with each other...) Sure. Sure. (...like we did today to help.) Yeah. Sure.
(For half an hour before meditation instead of the video perhaps or as an extra perhaps.) No? (...and maybe 20 minutes of...) They say no. (...for the time.) But you can discuss in your own free time with anyone who is interested. (Yes.) But we cannot force the issue like have to be or must be. There will be always someone who listens to you, like your friends, your own circle. They always discuss things with each other. Whoever likes, discuss with each other. (I mean for all the people that are alone, that don’t know, that don’t want to ask, that are shy, that are confused,) They normally ask. No? (or don’t know the question. When you get around in a circle like that, things just automatically seem to come out) What do you think? (and, so…) Huh? (I’ve asked a few people. They thought it was a great idea.) Well, then you start with the few people. (It will be helpful.) Then you start with a few people.
(I thought maybe as a setup for all of the Centers. Would it be possible?) No. We don’t always have discussions and questions every week. (No.) Just once [in] a while. And the more you meditate, the less questions there are. (Yes. OK.) Whenever the Quan Yin messenger comes, people also discuss. Right? They come and ask individually, or group-wise, whatever. Whatever you feel comfortable with, then people will vote for it, whether they do it. (Yes.) Or you start with your few; discuss with each other. (Yes.) I think once [in] a while, (Well, not really. Not really.) you do have discussions. No? If it’s necessary. (With new people.) Huh? (With new people, for sure.) New people, yeah, then old initiates all do answer their questions and try their best to help. (Yes. I guess.) Yes. (OK.)
You can do it once [in] a while if you feel it’s a good idea. (Could we? Yes?) You say, “OK. Can we discuss something today?” (Yes.) And if they all agree, set 20 minutes or half an hour, then it’s alright. (OK. Thank You very much.) But not every time because some people don’t like to waste their time on talking so much. Or if not many people agree, then you can do it... whoever agrees, they can do it in their spare time, later, or at your home, or whatever you like. OK? (Yes. OK. Thank You.) You’re free. But not everybody likes it, so we don’t force people. (OK. Thank You very much.) Yes.
(One more thing. Meditation power, as a group here, all of us, for world peace, I know we’re sitting down and meditating and everything, but exactly what does that do in terms of the [inner Heavenly] Light? Does it radiate? I have this notion that it radiates the [inner Heavenly] Light exponentially. It gets increased and increased, so that it spreads, let’s say, Washington, and then the whole of the (United) States, and then around the planet. Is this how it works?) Yes. (OK. Thank You.) You’re welcome. You said one more thing only.
(Oh! Yeah! One more thing. You’re right. But You knew anyway. I had an [inner] experience with the [inner Heavenly] Light going into a Light temple. And then what happened was I went right into the middle, and I went off at warp speed to I don’t know where. And I was pulsating white Light, like, I don’t know what it was, but it was like a 20-foot [6.1-meter] beam of [inner Heavenly] Light. There were other people, or whatever we were, doing the same thing, radiating the Light. And it was so real. Is that eventually what... Was that my real Self or something? Did I get bored and decide, “Well, let’s have a trip down here” or... is that where I’m eventually going to end up again?) Mhm. Above that even. (Oh! Above that too.) Above. (I was afraid of being bored and making a stupid mistake of “Well, let’s have an adventure.” And that’s how come I’m trapped down here or something) No. It’s OK. (from the beginning.) It’s real. (I don’t want to repeat the same mistake.) It’s real. It’s real. (Oh! So I’ll go there and then beyond there?) Mhm. (Oh! Thank You very much, Master. I love You. Thank You.) You’re welcome.
OK! Who was the first? Who was the first of you? Here? OK. Here. Alright. Wow. We have three microphones around here. Please turn off some of them, so that we have the battery going on later. Just one at a time. This one first and the lady behind there and then the rest. (Thank You, Master, for giving me this opportunity. I’d like to ask You a question about meditation, where I’ve had the experience similar to the gentlemen over there. But I didn’t know where I was going. I went very far away. I was alone. And when I got there, I kind of got scared and had to get back to my body and then couldn’t get back very fast. It took a huge struggle to get back to my body.) You shouldn’t struggle and get back. (I wanted to ask You about that. Can You explain this to me? And I’ve had the same experience a few times now.)
Was it dark there? No. Right? (I saw stars.) It was dark? (Yes. But I was alone, very alone.) When was it? (In the hotel room was the first time that it happened. And it’s happened before in my sleep.) When? (When?) Yeah. (Now.) Today? (Two days ago.) Because you get back before it’s (inner Heavenly) Light. You should get over the border. OK? (OK. Thank You. I understand now. Thank You so much.) No problem. Don’t be scared next time. Just call the Master. OK? (Thank You so much.) You’re scared, you feel alone, but you’re never alone. (OK.) Sometimes like when you learn swimming, the instructor lets you go. So that you can be independent, and you learn fast. But if you need help, you call, and then he’ll come and take your hand and swim you back to the shore. (Thank You so much.) You have to be alone sometimes in order to swim well. Right? The instructor or the teacher of swimming cannot hold your hand forever. That even obstructs your swimming lesson. So, you feel alone, but you’re not alone. OK? The Master’s always next door, next to you. And you just call for help if you’re scared. Alright? But don’t be scared. After just a few minutes more, you’ll be out of the darkness and into the (inner Heavenly) Light. You see? Or maybe a few seconds even. It depends on the eternal thinking of your mind.
OK. Next one. The other people, if you don’t want to listen, it’s 11 o’clock, you can slowly go to the kitchen and eat. And then the rest will come and eat later. And then, in the afternoon, it’ll be your turn, according to the order. Three microphones, all over there. No. No. One at a time. One only is enough. Give the rest here. The rest, back here, and turn off so you don’t waste the battery. Yeah.
(Thank You, Master, for inviting me to be with You. I had a dream, where You told me that English was very important. I wanted to ask if it's natural…) (Sorry. Can you repeat please? Because they just passed me the microphone to translate.) (Yeah.) Ask direct questions now. No need to thank me. No need to describe anything else. (If it’s natural…) (Is it natural...) (...for some time now I have had my mind blank...) (...from a certain time to this part, to have the mind blank?) (And I even forget sometimes the names of people who are in contact with me permanently.) (Sometimes, I forget the names of the persons who are in direct contact with me.) No. It’s OK. Sometimes you forget. It’s alright. Also, we get old. And, you know, [take] (vegan) vitamin B12.
(What happens is…) (What happens…) (...it seems like I’m coming out of my body.) (It seems that I leave my body...) (I don’t realize it.) (...without realizing.) (I even had to get off the road because I don't recognize the place.) (Sometimes, I have to leave the highway that I’m driving because I don’t recognize where I am.) You what? (She is driv… It is not very clear that…) (But when she is driving...) (When she’s driving…) (...she doesn’t recognize the road anymore, so she has to pull aside.) Oh! That’s wise. That’s wise. (It’s dangerous; it’s dangerous. That’s it.) (That was her question.) (That’s the question.) That’s wise that you leave the road and stop on the shoulder and think about where you’re going. It doesn’t happen to everyone, but to some of us. To some of us, when we’re getting older, we forget things, and we don’t concentrate well. (Vegan) vitamin B12, take it.
(But the thing is… This has been happening for a long time and now it is becoming more accentuated.) (This has been happening to me for a long time, but it’s progressed now.) You’re getting old. You’re in the process of getting old. OK. Be careful where you’re going. OK? And if it’s getting worse, then get somebody else to drive for you. Some people are good at driving; some people are good at writing. If you’re not very good at driving, then you know it’s not your ability. That’s all. It’s alright. I’m not good at remembering the road where I’m going. (Yes.) Every one of us is good at something and not good at something else. Just accept your lack of ability in some aspects, and that’s alright. OK. No problem.
