Life will go on! (Thank You.) Sometimes we need a change. People leave us not because we are anything, it’s just like... just karma changes, people change. Sometimes you owe each other something, (Thank You.) then you stay with each other for a while. And after the karma’s finished, you just go. (Yes.) Even if you want to stay, you cannot! If you force yourself to stay there, things will happen. You will harm each other, or some accident will happen, or damage is done, and is more painful.
Anyone else? (Anyone else? Come on, nice stories now.) (Master, one question. Can You please give me some tips? I have been reading a lot of Your tips and stuff like that, but now I have the opportunity to ask You. Because I do this manual physiotherapy all the time with my customers, and I have to stick to them like 45, 60 minutes.) Understand. (And many times it happens that I lose my concentration if there are too many customers during the day or something, and they try to sometimes... they want to talk to me, and stuff like that. Of course, it’s OK, but the whole day,) I know. (it sometimes drags you down. So, do You have any useful tips on how I can put myself back into shape after the day, before I go home and meditate? For example, sometimes it’s like...) Work less, then. (Oh, yes, OK. But then I don’t have money to come to retreats.) Oh, wow! (Thailand’s coming and...) What should I do? (I know, I know, I know. But I thought that... That’s one of the options that I have actually thought of, that I work less.) Do you have family? (No, I’m a bachelor.) Then maybe if you work half-time, it’s enough or not? Part-time, like half a day or two-thirds of the day. (Two-thirds of the day, I think it could be possible, yes.) Yes, just reduce a little until... reduce so that you’re still comfortable, still have money, still go to retreats, and have more time to meditate and less time working. (OK.)
I know physiotherapy. I went there once for my arm. A couple of times, two times, I guess. But I don’t have time anymore, so I cannot continue. I was supposed to continue for a month, but I went only two times and then, “Goodbye!” I just go home and do whatever I can myself, and work, so it comes out by itself, by the work – it’s exercise. But she’s very nice. She’s very, very gentle, very sweet. She’s like a kinesthetic person. Kinetics? (Kinetics, OK.) Very nice also, but I don’t have time, so I don’t go.
You should be also happy that you have a lot of customers. (It’s true, it’s true. It is. I’m very blessed, I think.) And this work is also very light. You just do it, but recite the Five (Holy) Names whenever you can, between the talks. Like, you talk, talk, and then you say the first (Holy) Name, and you talk, talk, you say the second Name, and you talk, talk, you pause, you say the third Name, or you let the customer talk, and you say, “Hmm-hmm, hmm-hmm...” (Master, I have been doing that sometimes, but they kind of catch me immediately. They kind of almost not touch me... Sometimes I feel that they kind of sense if I have had a good meditation, they kind of sense it, and then they want to talk to me more or something.) Oh, God! (I don’t know if I’m right, but sometimes I feel it’s...) Yeah, yeah. Possible, possible! Your energy makes them want to do something, talk something, they don’t know what. (Yes, it’s true. They look like happy, but they’re just babbling. And I’m very lost, because many times I have to talk with them, and then it’s like an addiction, or I don’t know.) Oh!
(I know it’s always like this. I try to balance it, but sometimes it’s just too much. I don’t know how to more efficiently cut off the feeling from the words, that you are a bit like weird or something.) Understand. Oh, God! When you come home, you take a bath, put lemon all over your body, and shower, OK? (Thank You.) And every time after touching a customer, in a big sink, pour a lot of water, wash, wash, wash, with lemon. (Yes.) Lemon, and then wash with water. (Yes.) Do it as many times as you can. Seven times is best. Lemon, wash. Lemon, wash. Lemon, wash. Seven times. (Oh, seven times.) Yes. (I have been doing it once after every customer. I read Your tips, and I have been doing this washing, and then I kind of cut…) Yeah, cut the energy connection. (Exactly.) Refreshes you a little bit, and go in there, “Ah!” Then recite the Five (Holy) Names, quick, quick, quick, quick; come back out again and let them talk. And whenever you have time, whenever they let you have time, you just recite the Five (Holy) Names, one of the (Holy) Names, and then the next. It is a very difficult job. Every job is difficult, as long as you have to deal with other people. There are also personality conflicts.
What’s wrong with you? Are you OK? You look so miserable, what’s wrong? You’re OK? (Well, no, not OK.) Not OK, what’s wrong? Did somebody do something wrong to you? (Well, I have learned that don’t blame others, blame just yourself.) Yeah, I know, but nevertheless, what is there to blame? (Well, I just… whatever has happened to me during this year…) This year something happened? (Yes, You changed the contact person because...) I changed? (Yes. I was seven years contact person, and after that...) Now you have a rest! You did the work seven years, that’s a long time, my God! There’s not much to do as a contact person. Just say, “OK, come here to my house. Today we have tea, and then we meditate.” That’s all there was about a contact person. (Yes!) There’s no big deal about being a contact person. Or if you get an email that says Master’s in Malaga, OK, tell everybody, “OK, let’s go.” That’s it! What’s so big deal? (No.) Anybody can be contact person. (Yes, that is true. And I believe You know what happened, so You know best what is best for me, whatever...)
You take a rest. Now you’re slimmed down, you’re a more beautiful girl. You’ve got a new girlfriend or boyfriend? (No.) Same boyfriend? (No.) He left you? (Yes.) Why? (Yes. Well, I don’t know.) I don’t remember why is it, but if people report to me something, like say, “Finland wants to change contact person, and the other one wants to resign,” whatever, I can’t remember. But whatever they request, if it’s no harm, I say, “OK.” But I did not change. I did not specifically call or write a letter to say, “Look here, we have to change.” No, I didn’t do that. It’s just the request of the people. Do you understand me? (Yes. But after that, many, many things happened, and I was not allowed to attend group meditation for...) Oh, you were not? Please allow her. (Yes, she’s allowed now.)
(So the question is that, am I that low level that I cannot attend the group meditation?) Maybe at that time, yes, maybe at that time. But you are up now. You got the Gift, that means you’re up. (I got the Gift already in Hungary.) Yeah, you did! (Yes.) And you’re OK now. (Well, surviving somehow.) Sometimes high, but not that high. Like, between the Second and the Third (Level), that’s not very high, but at least you’re up, above the Second. (So, it is a hard year.) So, you’ve grown up, you’re strong now, you’ve slimmed down, you’re more beautiful, what are you complaining about? (No, I was not complaining. You asked why I looked sad, and that’s why.) Not sad so long! My God, a year already! How many more years do you want to be sad, tell me, then... (No, because this is not all. It is also... I was not even allowed to talk with the contact persons, not phone, not call. And even here, they have not spoken with me.) You haven’t? (No.) Oh, then you speak to me, don’t need to speak to them. (Yes, that’s why I feel...) I guess that was just your karma working out. It’s nothing to do with me. (That’s why I believe that everything is good for me.) Well, yeah! Then be happy! Man!
You’re better now? Come over here, sit here. Something like that happened, maybe you broke a mirror, seven years bad luck. How many years did you break already? You’re OK. Your hair needs color. Now, take care of yourself, you do what you need to do. Like your hair needs color, your trousers need to be washed, (Yes! Yes, sorry.) and you need to eat a balanced diet. You can eat a lot, but no oily stuff, no fattening stuff. And don’t starve yourself. It makes me hungry. You look better than before. (Maybe these 17 kilos lost, maybe it is good for my body.) But don’t lose your hair. (Yes, because of all this stress caused by this... all what had happened.) Oh, never mind. It’s OK. It’s behind you. (Still some hair left!) You still have a lot of hair, that’s for sure. And you go and make some... there’s some color needed. And if you want it bigger, you make it permed. Permanent perm. Permanent, rolling... Make it wavy, wavy! Then it goes big. (It’s too weak now for that, they said.) They said no good? Your hair is very, (They can’t color it.) very fine. Too fine. Oh, never mind. You have two arms, two legs, two noses... I mean one nose, two eyes.
I’ve been also very pained a lot of times. (Yes.) Not just this. Many things! (So, is this my terrible karma which caused me all this?) Yes! Yes. Who else? (After the Gift, everything went so fast.) Getting better! (Fast changing.) Because it changes quick. (Because it is not only that he left me, but also, my brothers left me. We were living in the same house.) Why did they leave you, the brothers? (Well…) OK, long story. (I don’t want to bother You.) Are they initiated? (No.) Then don’t mind. (But, why this leaving stuff? Why it is...) They make you free. God gives you freedom. (That there’s no attachments?) Yeah, freedom, man! You are alone now, you do what you want. (Yes, I feel too.) Just you think too negatively. If some people leave you, you should say, “Thank you!” “Yeah, hurrah, I’m free!” No? (Yes. But I don’t know, this leaving thing, from many, many people...) Oh, many people leave me all the time! Just last week, two of my assistants left me, just like that. And so, left me with a lousy driver. (But is it in the spiritual path that we will be alone?) If they leave, they leave! Say, “Goodbye,” baby! “Goodbye!”
(So, we need to go alone? It is better to go alone?) Of course! When you die, you die alone, no? (But is it better to be alone?) It depends on what you like. I feel it’s better to be alone, but many people, they like to be not alone. People are different. (OK.) Different. Do you feel good being alone or not? You get used to it? (Yes. Actually, it is nicer.) Nicer? (Yes.) Oh, then congratulations! (It’s easier.) Oh, well... (A much easier life.) Good girl. Wise! Have a (vegan) candy then. Here! (Thank You very much, Master!)
You get used to everything. You don’t know how many people leave me all the time. (That’s why I understand now how... I’m wondering how You can do this.) I just say goodbye, that’s what I do. Oh, I’m sorry. No more wind now, I can open my eyes. So you can see my eyes a little bit, my beautiful eyes. (Because this is a small glimpse showing a little bit what to do. A very small thing that I understand what You are doing, what happened to me during this year. And I don’t know how You bear this all... year after year, the same.) Well, I survive. That’s what you said. Don’t worry, everything’s getting better all the time. Just don’t break another mirror. I break mirrors all the time – people keep leaving me all the time because I break mirrors all the time. I play with my dog-people, and they just break all around. I guess that’s what it is.
So now you want another boyfriend or what? What is the problem? (Well, now it helps to...) It helps to have another boyfriend? (Well, I don’t know.) He’s available! (OK.) Single! Single, no? (Master, I look too much like a priest, so I don’t know.) Yeah, you do. He does look like a priest! (Well, I’m not hunting anyway.) No? Not hunting. (Actually, I’m not interested anymore.) Let them hunt you. (Yes, maybe.) Yes, take a break. Take a break. (And that’s not important, actually, at all.) That’s all? No more than that? Your brothers left you, where did they go? (We were living, the whole family, in the same house, and they decided to separate.) To separate. OK! (And all this happened. But there were so many leavings.) Probably it’s the year of autumn – the leaves! (Leaves! They go on the ground to renew themselves, yes.) Yeah, yeah, yeah.
So how are you doing now? Are you OK? (Yes, I have a very good job and…) Same job, right? (Yes. That is still safe, but I don’t know for how long, if it’s leaving.) The job will leave you? No. You stay long in that job already, they will not just make you leave like that. It’s OK, just continue. Go out, have fun. What happened to the other boyfriend? (Which boyfriend? Which of them?) The 40 years old. Go out and get one. But you had too many, you can’t remember, right? (Yes.) OK, never mind. (No, no. I was joking, actually.) Have some (vegan) candies, here! Life will go on! (Thank You.) Sometimes we need a change. People leave us not because we are anything, it’s just like... just karma changes, people change. Sometimes you owe each other something, (Thank You.) then you stay with each other for a while. And after the karma’s finished, you just go. (Yes.) Even if you want to stay, you cannot! If you force yourself to stay there, things will happen. You will harm each other, or some accident will happen, or damage is done, and is more painful. (For the new, better things can come.) Yeah. Never mind. You’re still brother, sister. You are still the brother of my sister, right? Sister of my brother, brother of my sister.
It’s OK. Last life you were together also, very short, in the past life, so this is the same, kind of. (Can I ask, this leaving matter also concerns my husband with whom I have two sons...) He also left you? (No, actually, no, it was the opposite, I left him.) Oh, maybe that’s why! Now you have the karma. (Yes. Is it also so that what you do, the same matter comes to you like a boomerang?) Possible, possible. Yeah! But also because of karma from the past life. (Yes.) Well, it’s a long story. I don’t want to tell you about you and him. (No, no, no.) You’re gone, you’re gone.
So where do you stay now? Your hand is so wet. What happened? Is it wet or cold? (I was holding the microphone.) (Oh, I just worry.) This is just to eat here. Later you can take more. (Thank You.) OK. There you are. I want to go but I see so many people sitting there. And I can’t go yet, so I’ll stay with you for a while. (Master said these [vegan] candies, we can eat, then take more later.) That’s right. You will get fat if you eat them all.
